Post by Okamura Yokoyama on Apr 28, 2022 1:59:13 GMT
I try to not let anyone notice
My lack of enthusiasm
Nothing about being alone scares me
Even so
When I spent a Saturday with someone else
We innocently messed around in a discount store
I bought way too many things I’ll never need
But I don’t think that’s the issue
I never said I was ‘running away’
I want to spend the night at someone’s house
Like last year ・・・ ‘I want to do that again’
But when it comes to my feelings
When you ask me ‘You seem upset?’
I get angry
Wow
Teenage Solution
No one can solve it
Ah, even though you're older than me
That doesn’t mean you can solve it
Even if it’s done out of love
There’s nowhere within my heart
That feels conflicted
So, I’m totally fine with being left alone
Even so
If somehow I'm making things awkward
For everyone else just by being there
I’ll just stay in my room as usual
Why am I like this? Sometimes I dislike myself
I just want to have some fun
Like last year,
When I expressed my ‘likes’ and ‘dislikes’ ・・・ ‘I want to talk about it’
But when it comes to my thoughts
It will suddenly dawn on me, like a knock on a door
That the future ‘won’t wait for me’
Wow
Teenage Solution
There’s no way to find it
Ah, the annoying Midnight blue
I really do understand
Your kindness
If a smile like this is enough for you, then take it
It’s not like I feel lonely
It’s not like I feel bored
It's just, sometimes I feel unbearably annoyed
At myself・・・
Wow
Teenage Solution
No one can solve it
Ah, even though you're older than me
You can’t do it
Wow
Teenage Solution
There’s no way to find it
Ah, the annoying Midnight blue
I really do understand
Oh, you’re very kind
‘But’
It seems to be hopeless for now・・・・
My lack of enthusiasm
Nothing about being alone scares me
Even so
When I spent a Saturday with someone else
We innocently messed around in a discount store
I bought way too many things I’ll never need
But I don’t think that’s the issue
I never said I was ‘running away’
I want to spend the night at someone’s house
Like last year ・・・ ‘I want to do that again’
But when it comes to my feelings
When you ask me ‘You seem upset?’
I get angry
Wow
Teenage Solution
No one can solve it
Ah, even though you're older than me
That doesn’t mean you can solve it
Even if it’s done out of love
There’s nowhere within my heart
That feels conflicted
So, I’m totally fine with being left alone
Even so
If somehow I'm making things awkward
For everyone else just by being there
I’ll just stay in my room as usual
Why am I like this? Sometimes I dislike myself
I just want to have some fun
Like last year,
When I expressed my ‘likes’ and ‘dislikes’ ・・・ ‘I want to talk about it’
But when it comes to my thoughts
It will suddenly dawn on me, like a knock on a door
That the future ‘won’t wait for me’
Wow
Teenage Solution
There’s no way to find it
Ah, the annoying Midnight blue
I really do understand
Your kindness
If a smile like this is enough for you, then take it
It’s not like I feel lonely
It’s not like I feel bored
It's just, sometimes I feel unbearably annoyed
At myself・・・
Wow
Teenage Solution
No one can solve it
Ah, even though you're older than me
You can’t do it
Wow
Teenage Solution
There’s no way to find it
Ah, the annoying Midnight blue
I really do understand
Oh, you’re very kind
‘But’
It seems to be hopeless for now・・・・